Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy Holidays!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone! I know its been a while since I posted something here. Lot's of things had happened.  The first most blessed gift I received is that I am on my 10 weeks being pregnant. A joy I received unexpectedly and has made me more exultantly happy. Two months ago I was experiencing a bad dyspepsia so I went to my Gastroenterologist for a check up. I knew I had missed my period but wasn't expecting too much from it scared to fail again. Out of my conscience I did a pregnancy test and was surprised to see 2 red lines frantically I didn't believed it so I bought another one and it still is positive. Went to my RE and was confirmed on the ultrasound to be 6 weeks pregnant. We give thanks to OUR LORD and for Padre Pio for interceeding for us. To all my blogger friends please don't lose hope, continue praying and have faith at the right time OUR LORD will bless you with a child. Will continue to pray for each one of you.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Close Road Ahead?!

I was arguing with myself silently if I should post what I  feel right now. Guess I have no choice because these is my only place of comfort and peace. I don't want to worry my husband over my new challenge and I don't want to make him feel depress and sad too. Last May or June my good friend Yhaz told me that she was pregnant, I was both happy and sad. See, Yhaz and Cathy are my two good friends who were really my big spiritual and emotional supporter regarding my desire to have my own child. Yhaz was with us when we tried to complete the 9 days Novena for St. Jude Thaddeus though she really didn't expect that she would be bless with a child we are all ecstatic with joy. Then I must admit to myself that somehow I was disappointed and hurt of course my notion is I was the one asking for a miracle but I failed. It didn't make me bitter or mad just as any other people would be I was a bit envious, a pity one. Nonetheless the love and joy the child brings us filled the emptiness inside. 

Now, again I must face another challenge that will test my understanding, patience and courage. Another friend is pregnant with her first child after only months of marriage. Gladness and wishful thoughts for her and her family is what I felt and think. But then again Yes I admit I'am envious again. For the nth time I have to face another heart ache, learn to comprehend my own situatation, widen my patience and strengthen my courage to withstand negative thoughts and questions over my head.  Sometimes I wish I won't know if the people I knew are pregnant not because I don't want to share their happiness its just that maybe it would spare me the pain and questions why am I not? I wanted to cry now but I am at work seems like tomorrow before I sleep that's if  I could sleep, I know I will cry my heart out. I Will be trying to obliterate questioning HIS will and ways and just focus on praying and hoping . But for now can I just pour my heart out?! Can somebody tell me whatelse should I do?! Feels like I am losing every inch of hope in me. Is the road ahead close for me?!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010


Its been three days that I lack sleep and would end up only sleeping for 2-3 hours before my shift. Currently I am working on a graveyard shift and would last for a month ( 3 shifts in a day/ change of schedule every month). I could somehow here Rihanna's insomnia song playing while writing this lol. I feel also guilty for not eating healthy foods lately I would rather want to sleep than eat. Seems like I can survive the whole day without dinner and with less food I've eaten at breakfast and lunch. My appetite seems to hit the skid lately but will try to eat vegetable these following days.  My period is delayed for 5 days already but I am not hopeful 'cause often times when I work on a night shift either my period would be delayed or would precisely skip for that month. Feel some twinge, pangs or tolerable pain on my left ovary so I would might be expecting my period by the end of the week or next week. Nothings new I eluded myself in hoping for something positive to avoid another painful month of waiting. They say it would be better it we try to refrain from anticipating to avoid getting hurt. Often times my friends tell us that we expect less surprises might surge and so we are trying. So, everyday I aim to live life one step at time appreciating every blessings I have and pray harder for guidance and strength. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A Christmas Wish

Christmas seems to be just outside the corner fast approaching. It's been quite a while since I made a Christmas Wish List for I only have been praying for one special wish-a child of my own. It's hard to be in a society that often criticizes, judge and gossips about other peoples misfortune or anguish. Few others seems to understand what were going through but rarely can we find a person close to us who are going through the same situation. Everyday I pray for enlightenment, wisdom and courage to withstand and understand this challenge I am going through. Aiming to be strong, optimistic and mirthful has been a great foundation of  valor. Often times as I lay down on my bed thoughts of pregnancy, building a happy family and the smile of a child plays like a movie in my mind. And most of the time when I do so I resist or divert my mind on other things. See, its hard to wait, hope and look forward to when you even doubt your own self. I am only human I never can pretend that I am always strong most of time I am just hiding in my mask of pretension. Nonetheless, I keep my faith intact and indomitable for I know that OUR FATHER in heaven and all the angels and saints are my only hope. So, this  year I will still keep on hoping, praying and try not to worry for God will answer my prayer. 

Kamay ni Jesus or Hand of Jesus

In Kamay ni Jesus I feel a great sense of Spiritual vibe. The place was so beautiful and organized in showing us how How JESUS give up his life to save us. It's a great place for children to learn the station of the cross and allowing all our religious upbringing to be rekindled and valued. The place was a magnificent view of religious facts and a very solemn one.

Ang Kamay ni Hesus or Hands of Jesus is one of the top Lenten destinations today here in the Philippines. Last April my husband and I together with our God Parents  came over to visit this place.  Here you can find the largest life-sized image of Jesus Christ on top of a mountain with his hand open wide.

Hundreds of thousands of people flock each year especially in Lenten Seasons during Good Friday and Easter Sunday to attend the mass and take the 300 steps of  the 14 stations of the cross and hills of holy rosary  to the holy mountain in Lucban, Quezon until you reach the top and finishes the station of the cross.  One of  the century old religious tradition by Filipinos are what we call Bisita Iglesia or Visiting Churches.We were very excited to visit this amazing place. One reason is that we wanted to pray and ask our Heavenly Father to bless us with a child of our own. It is one amazing healing place and rosary hill which we took the 300  steps until we reach the top of the mountain. Out of our amazement we got tongue tied and wasn't able to pray the rosary or the station of the cross. But as we saw each statues of the station of the cross we try to pray our own personal prayers and attended the mass after.

One of the best things in life is meeting people who value you as a whole person and accepted you to be a part of their life. Me and my husband are so fortunate to have God Parents who considers us their own children. Though being away from our family made us sad, we are very bless to have a very kind hearted God Parents. We spent four great days with them; they opened their hearts and home to us as a part of their own family. We have learned a lot on valuing our family and good traditions had been passed to us that for sure well make us a better individual. These pictures are taken from Victoria, Laguna all the way to all the towns we pass by going to Lucban, Quezon to visit Kamay ni jesus Shrine. Thanks to Ninang Emy and Ninong Doming for welcoming us to their family. ;

 The 300 steps to the top and the Church.
                                                                                           There are lot's of  Saint's Statues around this
 haven of serenity. Here are few of those I took pictures of.

 Above right is the Lucban, Quezon Town Plaza before going
to Kamay ni Jesus.
 Right Picture shows the facade of their town church.

 Above right is the picture of the whole town and the church for approximately150-200 steps above sea level.. On the left picture is the construction of Noah's Arch a new addition to the sanctuary.

 We ate our lunch in the Japanese Garden funny but this garden in reality is a cemetery made for the Japanese soldiers who died last world war II. It was a beautiful garden embodied with green luscious trees, a peaceful sanctuary and a breath of fresh air.

 Over looking almost the whole Quezon Province. It was pure silence, serene and a beautiful place. My god father said we were on the top of the mountain of Quezon and we can see the roads we traveled to get here.

With this little adventure we also have realized that Our Country has a wonderful and undeniable scenic views. If we all have the time and effort to recognized this beauty we would be able to appreciate and be more proud of our country.
You can also visit their official site at

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Celebration of Love

Our Anniversary! November 14, 2010
I love thee to the depth, the breadth and height my soul can reach..
I love thee for the pulse of valor you encapsulate within me..
I love thee immeasurably and infinitely beyond words can unfold..
I love thee for loving me like a perfect fairy tale story the world can ever be told..

    We celebrated our 2nd year anniversary in a simple but blissful way. Like any other couple we were so excited to celebrate our anniversary that it made me wake up at  4AM in the morning with only 3 hours of sleep. The supposed plan was to go to subic for 2-3 days enjoying ocean park and zoobic but unfortunately due to his schedule for the inter hospital basketball league and insufficient time/budget  we opt to just celebrate it with what we can afford. At 7 in the morning we are already at Padre Pio Church Libis to start our day with a mass but was told that it would start at 10 am. Both of us had time to pray soulfully and more time to see the full beauty of the church. There were many testimonials of miracles on the wall and it give me a new sense of hope that one day what we are praying will be granted and I too can post my testimonial in that wall. See, it's been 2 years now that we are married but still isn't bless with a child of our own. As much as we could we always try to think optimistically. But of course often times we would ask ourselves why and when?! Nonetheless, we know in our hearts that with patience and faith it will be granted. The mass ended at 11 am and we were there for almost 4 hours but it is all worth it. After which, we went to Eastwood City to eat our lunch and to enjoy the beauty of the place. Funny but both of us are beginning to be sleepy while we were roaming around the malls. There were  few people at Eastwood most of them are busy watching the pay preview of Pacquiao and Margarito fight inside the resto's and cinemas. Then we decided to go to Trinoma to hang around and look for a nice nike slipper that he wanted. By the way we had insufficient time and money to push through our plans to subic so I decided to buy him an installment ipad4 which I know will make him ecstatic. My husband loves music and video games; I pity his cellphone for he seems to play the music anywhere and whatever he maybe doing that it seems to deteriorate everyday. The joy in his eyes and lips can't be hidden when I gave it to him or should I say told him that I am going to buy that for him at that very moment. Though I said that we have insufficient budget the i pad 4 I bought was for 12 months installment so it has given me some time to save money. ;) He was supposed to buy me a watch but the one I wanted was already been brought so I told him I'd just wait for the new arrivals maybe next month so inclined with the Christmas bonus. ;) Our celebration wasn't extravagant or out of the ordinary but celebrating love doesn't need to be expensive and glamorous all it needs is a strong foundation of trust, respect and understanding. Looking forward to many years of celebration till our life is through and even through forever. 

My Quintessence, My Life, My Love!

With you I have found the quintessence of love and life,
In your arms I found my comfort and peace.
You alone is my reason to live,
and my life to you I will give.

All the love the world could ever know,
Is embodied within your soul.
How could I ever thank thee,
For loving me so unconditionally!

If I could have a wish that never fades,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
and the warmth of your embrace.

The cobweb of love we have,
Strengthen by the test and challenges.
Could never be annihilate,
For it is clothe with our faith in God's grace.

Thank you for teaching me the quintessence of love and life,
I have found in you the truth in every lies.
I LOVE YOU more as the day goes by.
For you are the air that keeps me alive.

I firmly suggest you to visit Padre Pio's Church in Libis or visist their site
My friend Cathy , Yhaz and I love to go churchventure to strengthen our faith and devotion. Next time I'll try to get a better pictures of the churches we went through and blog it.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Nitpicker/Fault Finders!

Dictionary Reference :


a person who habitually finds fault, complains, or objects, esp. in a petty way.

Some people consummate their personal happiness by harshly treating other individual by means of power tripping or unjust criticism. Others would judge and think ill just because they weren't accordingly given what they wanted. I asked my self why is it so but then I went blank. They say experience is really the best teacher and indeed so I must say.  Nonetheless, the world  has taught me another lesson through a hard situation. This time around such circumstances has battered and bruised my whole being; something that will test my patience, understanding and judgment. The cut it made has bleed anguish and hostility with in my soul. For they have hurt someone close to my heart  it flares up my anger, negative thoughts rises and impulsiveness might lead me to be contemptuous. Batter, insult, belittle and judge me I'll try hard to be patience and be silent but please I beg of you not to include someone that matters like life to me. As much as I want to comprehend and let it go somehow they seem to haunt me in every possible way they can.Cried my heart out, opened my blog to let it out and hope for the best. I keep telling myself that seasons change, tomorrow might bring a brighter one and pray that those people will understand the position were we stand. I am not saying at all that I am perfect and all nice that would be hypocrisy; but each time a situation occur I aim to put myself on the other person's shoes before I act or judge. You don't know what that person is going through or how huge his responsibility are but then you abruptly judge his personality.

This blog is my solace indeed for here I can elucidate my emotions and intellect. I am not someone who personally confronts cause I always do my best to be patient, understanding and calm. In silent I can win this battle over right judgment  How fortunate I am to be brought up in the province were people aim to be fair and kind to one another. A place were my personality was molded to aim to be kind and nice. To comprehend each circumstances in every angle, to selflessly humble oneself  for every ones sake. However, this is the real world were different people has different perspective thus we need to hold steadfastly to our courage to withstand it all. I write because this is my way of letting out what's inside my whole being. An outlet of emotions and thoughts, my confidant and  listener. It would be nice if we all wouldn't be a nitpicker or fault finder instead we should be a praiser. Each time I get to divulge my individuality here it seems that my pain lessens, positivity rises and what I write here stays here. All these I elude myself to carry on in the real world I mean all the negativity most especially the hatred. Now, I can say that I have calm myself, aim to conceptualize good vibes. So, in case your reading this please don't judge me I only wanted to share this for others to think this over and learn something useful for personal growth. Most of all I just wanted to be me. Thank you!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Our Sport

I love basketball! The thrill, its intensity, velocity, passion and everything that goes with it. My passion for this sport started at a very young age of 5. Growing up with most boys as circle of friends is enough reason  why I got hooked with it?! :-D Anyways, I started trying to be one of the boys, pretended that I love the game so I asked them to teach me the basics. Well, see back then I was a spoiled angel and anything that I wish is always being granted :-) So, yes I learned the game and fell in love with it. Looking back then I played all the boys game till I was in college billiard, softball, football and even baseball. Despite all  their efforts to divert, ignore and convince me that I shouldn't play boys games the more that I got addicted and I craved for it. But as  I grew up and mingled with girlfriends my interest with those games has lessens or should I say had slept for a while but has never been forgotten.

Then I met HIM.  A simple, shy, innocent guy, a friends friend, a new addition to our troupe the "kalye Onse". Yes, I am the only girl, the only baby and their queen. Kalye Onse is not only a basketball team but it was like a family. A family who loves to play  basketball even without a cent in their pocket or a shoe on their foot. Their passion for basketball is immeasurable and has strengthen by life's uncertainties; it has withstand the test of time and change. I tag along them with most of the game they played, I was their coach, manager, cheer leader, defender and sister. I supported them despite all the harsh weather and criticism they have encounter. So, I must say that  I have to come love and understand basketball through their passion and dedication.

Call it faith or destiny but through basketball I have met the man who will be my MVP (most valued person) ;-) I was so curious who this guy was back then, I felt that I should first get to interrogate him before he becomes one my "boys". He was  then so silent and shy that I haven't heard him speak a word for almost a week. They asked him to be a part of the team for he was so tall like almost a 6 footer man but he was so innocent in playing the game. Under a mango tree was an improvised basketball ring my boy friends taught him the basic of basketball and I was a bit pompous thinking that I knew how to play the game even if I was a girl compared to him. As usual I always tag along with them in their games but with more passion and interest; I thought maybe because  they somehow are winning despite all the hindrance they encounter along the way. Later, I realized that I wasn't no more than just in love with the game but with then man playing it.  

Now every time I get to see him play its not only the intensity over the game that thrills me but how my heart would blaze an explosion for loving and being proud of him. Well till here for now I will update you with my hubby's passion on basketball and their games next time around. This is just a beginning... :-)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

What we gain in pain! ;)

   Pain is inevitable a part of life that could never be eluded nor omitted. Funny it may seems that often times pain supersede even happiness and love. People tend to be blinded or bedazzled by its negative denouements. Staggered by how powerful this four letter word turning an optimist become a pessimist. Yet, no one could ever make a stand and pretend to declare that they are either an optimist or pessimist because the truth on that matter is we are all both. Every now and then regardless of how hard we try to comprehend the reasons and lessons of pain; the mind and heart seems to repudiate. I would love to talk about all the best positive and blissful things but my heart is leading into something I always try to avoid. But I believed that to be able to let go and accept the circumstances that happened we need to acknowledged our pain, cry with it, learn from it and move forward. 
   Looking back it seems like there was no open door, closed and imprisoned by pain and anguish. Losing a father at two months without even leaving a single second of memory to remember is like grasping in the dark with a heavy load of questions. It doesn't end there losing two precious people who brought you up and gave everything they could was a devastation. In addition, to venture in the world and fathom the circumstances that had happened alone is both an achievement and misfortune. Feels great to understand reasons and comprehend those uncertainties making them as your foundation of strength that's an achievement. Sad misfortune to those who gave up and had lose hope for they wouldn't be able to experience the essence of its triumph.

   Indeed in  the world of confusions, conflicts, pain and uncertainties comes great power of valor that rekindles a broken heart to mend. At times when I stumble or fall their memories would be my ladder of courage and hope. It always reminds me that they have given everything for me to have a good life and even if they were gone its no reason for me to be stuck in doom. Yes, I make mistakes, fail, hurt people and gave up.

Then again I rise, ask for forgiveness and try again. No one said that we always need to be on top, to never entertain the taught of failure but I say fail, fall for you will rise better than before. ;)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


I miss you both so badly and dreadfully. If I could turn back time I would because up to now I can't move on  and accept that you are gone. Grandpa, I miss the sound of your voice, sleeping beside you for 16 years, sharing our interest and beliefs. I miss hearing our unique mores code, our cats and dogs but most of all I miss your LOVE badly. No one has ever love me the way both of you did. Most of the time I would try to steer clear of or obliterate you in my mind because every time that I remember you I can't bear the pain I felt inside. Grandma, thank you for the patience, love and understanding.   For always being there for grandpa and I even if we were a burden for you.

This is the first time again that I have seen your pictures for 10 years and it brings back the happiness and pain. I am so fortunate that I grew up with you, you have sacrifice a lot for me and have shown me unconditional love. With you I have always felt that I belong to a family and for such a long time  after you were gone I felt so abandoned and forgotten. But I have never failed to pray for you every day of my life because I wouldn't be able to reach what I have right now if it weren't for your sacrifices and love. No one did understand what I went through, not one had lend a hand for me to hold on to. Most of all, people around me criticized and judge me for things I didn't do.  I kept my pain in silence knowing that would make you proud of me being mature and smarter. I know that ONLY both of you understands me and had love me incomparably. You both know how I did my best to comprehend things that seems too hard to understand, had selflessly gave everything just not to be like those people who have hurt me and most of all keep my silent for peace and unity.  I miss the chair you lay in Lolo,  miss hearing bombo radio whole day, I miss the bed and the room I slept in half of my life.  I should have listen more to your stories and eagerly grasp your elaboration of details about our family tree. People who knew both of you I know wouldn’t fail to remember your kindness and the marks you leave in their lives.  The way you teach me the strategy in playing mahjong, buying our favorite foods and drinks, I just miss being LOVED again the way we were before. Tears keep falling in my eyes as  for the longest time that I kept this pain in my life. How could I move on? I always try or maybe pretended that I have but deep into my inner thoughts and feelings I couldn't. Why did you leave me behind?! Why didn't you gave me a chance to show and repay all your sacrifices?! I miss you undeniably and enormously, no man could ever empathize what anguish I have felt and  couldn’t ever take away this pain in my life.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Farewell My Friend!

It is better to lose someone over distance and time than losing them with death for a lifetime. The hardest and most painful tragedy a person can face is losing a love one by death. Indeed, our life is just borrowed but wouldn't it be nice to live that life growing old and when you can say I have enjoyed living my life.? When you have died not by the hands of irresponsible and shameful individual? I have only met Monching way back my college life I think he was then just a teenage boy who enjoys his life. Often times I would hear his sweet laughter and silly jokes; those innocent act with so much pride. Looking back at those times I suddenly felt crying. We shared little time together yet I have felt this excruciating pain when I heard he died. Maybe because he has made a  great impact and leaved a remarkable mark in my life.

The compunction of losing a love one is immeasurable. Though time can somehow mend those broken hearts their memories lingers forever within you. I know 'cause losing two most important people in my life still brought infinite grieve to me. How can we measure their true essence of living? Guess, it is when even by death those that remain living will forever remember all the good and kind things they have done. That amidst time their memories lives in every breath we take and the beating of our hearts. I can only offer sincere prayer to my departed friend. A prayer that will lead him to his peaceful solemn solace and justice may be served. Farewell dear friend your memory will always remain.

Friday, August 27, 2010

The best revenge is a vow to never be like the one who hurt and thinks ill of you.

We live in an imperfect world, a world were people have different opinions, beliefs and interest. In those differences we have choices, to either be fair and just or be vicious and noxious. Adverse notions can be reasons for misconstrue yet it should never be a reason for unjust and amiss behavior. The person you portray in front of each different individuals reflects the true colors of your heart. One should always try to comprehend the situation before jumping abruptly into any conclusion. Regardless of  the difference between two individuals when both bequeath each other the benefit of the doubt, they can coincide in one amicable living. A person with a conscience always thinks between being just or fair in spite of the antithesis in between. Deflect vengeance and thinking ill about other people. Remain open minded and fair, learn to adjust and thrive to live in a peaceful co existence. After all those difference would be one reason for RESPECT to flourish. Elude those assumption of power tripping or pride elevating. As long as the other person does nothing to harm you; in return is the same righteous act will be given to you.

             Gossiping and making up stories should be eradicated. People need to show  some compassion and give chances for others to prove themselves. Better ask yourself if what you are doing is just and fair?If those reasons you have are enough to treat them unfairly and disdainful!? What if others would do the same egotistic act to you?What would you feel?! Those selfish reasons and condescending acts, what fulfillment do you get from it?! Is it just because that's what friends do? Be as one,despite the wrong doings they inflict? Regardless if those other individuals are not your friends nor an enemy as long as they try to show you respect and understanding you should do the same too. The world is literally small let us not antagonize more reasons for it to shrink and build walls.

    Respect is being earned not because you are just friend but it is well  define when your not-so-called friend still gives that respect despite those differences.

Friday, August 20, 2010

My Favorite Quotes

*-*-Here are some of my favorite quotes which I made myself. :D All these quotes have been derived from my most innermost thoughts and inspired by life's circumstances. May you find something in here that you can relate and may help you facing life's uncertainties.-*-*-*

Prayers is the most powerful weapon of all time. It is the most inexpensive gift one cannot buy. A priceless gift that binds us to the one who gave us life. It is a beacon of light when darkness falls, it is a strong shield to keep you from harm, it is one's freedom that cannot be taken at all.

See,in all the pains you went through at the end of the road when you have found true happiness the pain is worth it, for you have realized that
happiness is more understood through pain ;)

Finding true happiness is being completely
honest to your self and others, loving others as you would like to be
loved, accepting your imperfections and make it as your strength;
forgive as you would like to be forgiven, be thankful of what you are
receiving and living life not just by the length but the essence of its width.

Regardless of life's uncertainties we can always look forward to a better tomorrow. Cheer up! Don't give up. If you do, there should be no if's nor buts just take in all the lessons that you will learn and it will be the strongest weapon you own :D

You can choose to learn, grow, accept, become the person you aspire, and to achieve the dreams of your life. Or you can choose to stagnate, to hesitate, and remain fearful and doubtful and live in mediocrity. You hold the key in the doors you choose to open, the direction to the road you will walk in and the life you w...ant to live in. You are responsible for your improvements and success as well as your frustrations.

Never allow anyone to criticize or judge you for they have no right to demand anything from you. As long as in your heart you hold serene integrity its all that matters for what you hold is true. You don't have to please anyone nor be someone your not for it only pleases their part but not the true beat of your heart.

Be hopeful in
times of trouble for no one can tell you what or not to do. You hold
the key to your life if ever you stumble or fall those are great
lessons you will learn. Avoid if's and but's enjoy the roller coaster
ride, for it comes once in a lifetime. Treasure the past, Live the
present and Look forward for the future.

iF people says something bAd ab0uT you, jUdgE you As if they kn0w you,dont get affected.. just think ab0ut this..
"The Dog d0eSnT bArk if hE kn0wS the peRs0n."

Everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of luck.
Adversity, uncertainties, pain and confusions; without these small test, whatever they maybe, without these life is dull and utterly pointless. Faith, courage and hope; these are the most poignant and important ones. These is were we get our... strength to stand. There are no questions left unanswered we just need an open mind to know one.

Sometimes the best way to deal with sadness is to embrace it, feel it, and get over it.

Give yourself a lovely day.Look upon what gives you joy, Speak to those who warm your heart, & remember that each new day is a blessing from God.Gud m0rning! have a blessed day everyone' :)

Find solace within yourself not from anyone else, listen deeply to ur innermost voice, if u want to cry don't stop yourself. No strong man can withstand all ds trials w/out being weak, we can only comprehend courage & strength by going thru vulnerability & fears. Hold on steadfastly from deep within, today you can be weak &... accept the things you cant comprehend but tomorrow is another day, a day to restart & stand again.

Dont s¡MplY thAnk God dAt you hAve mUch wh¡lE 0thErs hAve l¡ttlE.ThAnk H¡m bEcaUse He hAs ch0sEn t0 blEss you & ¡n rEtUrn bE a blEss¡ng t0 0thErs. Have a blessed day everyone.

Hope is the power to overcome all stagnation, a break through in any obstacles, it transform barren wasteland into a verdant field, it dwells in our innermost being. Hardship make us strong, sorrows cultivate compassion; those who have suffered most will become the happiest. So, no matter what kind of difficult situation one may find oneself in, hope flows endlessly.

Each persons that comes into are lives plays an intricate part in are development & growth, whether they're there for a minute or many years. Challengers are the ones who build your strength of endurance, persistence, determination, character & integrity. Encourager are the one who keeps you going when you feel like giving up. Appreciate the people that come into your life & be careful to treat everyone with respect as their role helps to define the person u grow to be.

God stands by us when were tired. Guide us when we think of quitting. Inspires us when things are confusing. We may not always understand his wisdom but we must always trust his will. Have a Blessed and Meaningful Day Everyone! ;D

A positive frame of mind is important, if you can sustain yourself with regular challenges and honest self appraisal, the benefits are enormous.Think well of yourself. Change negative self-talk to positive self-encouragement. Do not let negative thinking destroy your life.

Being successful is never easy. It is a continuous voyage, and you have to move along. You can find difficulty in any phase of your life, but giving up is not a solution to get out of it. If the road to success is always under construction, then be a construction worker. :D

Learn to trust your voice within & know that everything in this life has a purpose.That even when circumstances comes your way this are not mistakes, not a coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from. Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before,how infinitely rich & beautiful life is in every way,& despite all the obstacles life may have;life is always beautiful come what may.

Faith in GOD soothes a troubled mind.
It Heals a broken heart.
It is a source of strength to a weary man.
"God Bless you" is such a powerful word.
It means "May the LORD with his gracious hand bless you
more than what you prayed for."
So, May The Lord GOD Bless you and all your love ones.
Have a Blessed day everyone. ",)

Stop worrying about the potholes in your journey but the great lessons you pick on your way ahead. Strength are well gained through sacrifices and pain; potholes should never be a hindrance to what we aim. :D

Never see obstacles as a hindrance but a source of lessons and strength. Storm may tumble as down but its not a reason to back down. Hold on steadfastly on your faith for no one said life's journey goes an easy way.

Most people believed that forgiving only benefits the offender. But the greatest hurdle we have to make in our process of forgiveness is to overcome the negative & self defeating thoughts & beliefs we hold within our minds. Blessed are those who ask for forgiveness as they humble themselves and those who forgive for they achieved solace.

I have wished to understand other peoples heart. To live life fair and just to others. Learned that Egocentric habits are first cobwebs, then it becomes cables. Realized that a loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-uttered words.

Your good heart shall tell U where 2 go; your sharp mind shall tell you how to get there; & y0ur deep L0vE for GOD shall guidE you on your way! Have a blessed day..

In life I have realized that GRUDGES should not hold any part of anyone's life. LIFE IS TOO SHORT to be unhappy.So laugh whenever u can. Apologize when u shud.And let go of what u can't change. Smile even wen ur sad,learn from your mistakes.Things goes wrong but remember life goes on so live it well.

Sometimes when adversity & pain overides our life we tend to forget that in every tears we cry are blessings in disguise.

You see in order to rise higher, you’ve got to be determined.
There will always be trial that seems to discourage you.
It may not always be easy, often we get discouraged at the first sign of defeat.
You should realized that what seems to be the difficulty may really be a blessing in disguise.",)

We all commit mistakes, what matters most is how we deal with that
mistakes. Forgiveness is not an occasional act, it should be a constant
attitude. Our gifts usually come wrapped up in a challenge, so remember
to open them up, learn from them and share the value that you gain by growing through them.

Respect is well defined when even someone you differs with learn to respect you because you stand up to what is right and true not because you choose to take side to those who you concord with. Courage is defined when you humble yourself with integrity, you hold the strongest weapon to defend you in all adverity of life.

‎Lessons learned from the past cannot be substituted by putting one foot in front of the other. Each moment is an opportunity to reveal a miracle so be kind to everyone you meet for they may be fighting a hard battle.

Yes, it's true: We can't control the wind or the rain or the other vagaries of weather. But we can tack our sails such that we can steer the course we desire for no one knows what he can do until he tries.

The difficulties we experience always illuminate the lessons we need most. Overcoming those difficulties makes life more meaningful and those lessons we learn will be our strength for the future.

Love can never be mandated, it can't be utterly define, it is vague, deep and mysterious. No matter how we question love, fathom love or elucidate love; love dwells inside us and unveil around us. So, be grateful if you have fallen in love though it may implicate pain, it is indubitably the most priceless, incomparable, sensational and flabbergast emotion.

It's a long road back from the darkest corner of despair but the journey is so much easier when you don't have to do it alone. Hold onto what you have and never let it go.It's when you give up that you lose and in fighting that you win.

Success is not measured by how many achievements you have in life. But by how you achieved lessons in your imperfections as you try to make things right. Success is not measured by the position you have in life but what marked you leaved in other peoples lives.

-*-*-*-Geezz I just realized I already have made lots of quotes. I'll post some more next time, this is for now. Hope you like it-*-*-*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Tooth hell extraction

Yesterday, my husband and I went to our dentist to have a tooth extraction. I was the first one to be extracted and my dentist assessment is that my two upper molars needed to be extracted. The very naughty tooth seems doesn't want to be extracted 'cause it took 2 in half hours and 3x anesthesia for it to come off. The pain was excruciating even if there was already an anesthesia the dentist said the tooth seems to fight back and doesn't want to be extracted lol. Every time the dentist tries to pull it out it seems to shrink back deeper. Good thing it was extracted cause it has cause me a lot of pain. Next week we have to be back for my husbands prophylaxis and me to have a fitting for gosh its embarrassing but I have to...need to have a denture lol.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Ate Rizelle's Birthday!

Currently I am working on a night shift in a hospital. Today, we celebrated one of my good friend and colleagues birthday. One of our dear security guard help me find some food to buy so that we can have a little surprised birthday celebration for her. The nearest food outlet is Mc Donalds so we bought some spaghetti, cola and some bread. It was just simple celebration but it comes from our heart. She was so surprised and cried over the heartwarming action that we did. Happy Birthday again Ate Rizelle.

 May the Lord Bless you a good health and happiness for a lifetime.

    Courage, I have come to understand its true meaning seeing it illuminate with in you. Despite all life's circumstances and adversity I have seen you standing and fighting those battles with an optimistic mind. The rough roads you have face... has never made you back down and gave up. Instead you have walk down that road with confidence and faith knowing that at the end of that road is a treasured palace of peace and prosperity. Seeing you go through that taught me lessons of courage and strength. Your kindness is immeasurable, you love for baron is unconditional, your faith is unbreakable and your friendship is undeniably genuine. You are like our older sister who always tries to apprehend us when we make mistakes, encourage us when we are down, appreciate us in we are good and always being there for us no matter what life holds. At times when you feel that the world has forsake you or why this adversity take a strike on you; know that because HE knows that you are strong and your courage and faith will lead you to learn lessons that will bring you the solace you have longed. Thank you for being true, for telling me when I am wrong, for teaching me lessons about love, life, just for being someone I can lean on and for simply just being you. I thank GOD for allowing me to met someone like you. May The LORD Bless you with a lifetime of good health and happiness. Above all I wish you unyielding strength and faith. Happy Happy Birthday Ate Rizelle. Love you.

Thursday, May 13, 2010


Life is full of unexpected circumstances, we often get mad and frustrated when things are not happening the way we want it to be; guess people really cant be satisfied. Every day we go through different phases in our life but at the end of the day do we get satisfied? I don't wanna be a hypocrite but there are times that I don't, yet at the end of the day the most compelling things I realized is that I get to satisfy my inner thoughts and learned lessons that I get to used in my lifetime. Like I learned that we should never make decisions nor utter ill unkindly words when we are mad. Because at the end of the day those unkind words can never be taken back and we only get to understand it when we already see that we already hurt the people we love. It may only be words but I believed it is the most lethal weapon that could make or break one's soul. And making decision out of madness and frustration is never a good decision. Why? 'coz we tend to lost our sense of sensibility and focus. Instead of trying to go through the details of the situation and taking time to analyze everything we get to rush and submerged to the circus of emotions. Thus, decision making is haphazardly done and results are more complicated.

Another thing I realized that to be able to have a harmonious living with one another, we should try to be more understanding in all aspects of life. It is not a lost if one would humbles themselves above others for everyone's peace and unity. Rather than be succumb in pride and selfishness, why not give way, forgive and forget?! I would rather have integrity than to show off and just because we need to fit in with everyone else way of life. No one's perfect but in imperfection we learn and as we learn we get better.

So, guess what I am saying why argue, gossip and insult when you could talk, forgive, forget and move on. With this: life is better, life is beautiful and every one is at peace.


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